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Name: kayla
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Perry County
Birthday: 2/25/1989
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 7/28/2005

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Sunday, November 01, 2009

i kinda feel like i don't know anyone anymore.
feels like the world's against me.
i feel like i'm against myself too.
i need to make more friends but that hasn't been working out too well lately.
i'm beginning to think that i'm not supposed to.
i don't mind being alone a lot, but i don't want to be alone all the time.

i thought i could be myself around you.
but you're like everyone else
you get annoyed by my true self.
i wish you would find someone else
so i could bask in my loneliness and self pity.
but self pity turns into pathetic
and numbness hurts too much.
that's why i like being angry.
it doesn't hurt and it's not pathetic.
it's strong and unaltered.

i don't understand why i can't make friends.
 


Saturday, October 17, 2009

bastard just can't tell me the truth.
just tell me you found someone else.
don't sugar coat it. i want to hate you right now.
actually, i wouldn't mind hating you for the rest of my life.
why should i be your best friend after what you did?



Friday, October 16, 2009

can someone explain to me how one day everything can be fine, and we're both happy and talking about how we can't wait to have some time together, then that very next day suddenly they don't want to be with you anymore?

i wish he was honest with me from the start. and i thought i was a great actress.


Sunday, August 30, 2009

we will drift
we will drift apart
as the waves of life pass over us
the change of tides pulling us away
we will drift far far apart
and we will lose sight of what we once knew and loved

we will change
we will change it seems
even though we will stay the same
our thoughts will part from each other's
and we will change
we will part and forget what we had before

goodbye my love
goodbye my sweet
say hello to the bittersweet ever end


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

please don't give up on me just yet
please give me another chance
these chills run down my body
as the tears run down my face
please don't abandon me when we're this close
please don't go
please don't go
please please
please don't leave me all alone




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